An open letter to dramatic behavior
I have decided I will dislike you for absolutely no reason. Along with that, I will tell everyone who will listen, lies about you so you look like the terrible person I imagine you are in my warped mind. I will then feel better about myself for falsely bringing you down in others’ eyes and destroying your relationships with other family members. I will pretend I have changed just so I can spew more false, garbage-filled hate at you before ending all communications with you until I feel the urge to be mean, nasty and boost my own confidence that I am wholly better than you. I will then rip out your heart, again, and tell you how absolutely awful a person you are, in my warped brain. I will not explain myself since that would mean looking within myself and acknowledging I am the one with the problem. I will continue to be selfish by manipulating people to get what I want and making sure they know just how terrible a person you are.
Does that sound very nice of me?? No, I didn’t think so. That is, however, how things come across. So, maybe I should just admit my mistakes and apologize so everyone can move on? Doesn’t that sound like the better thing to do?
30 Days of Truth: Final: Day 30: A letter to yourself:
Hi Self!
The last few years have been interesting moving from extreme lows to awesome highs. Your kids are doing great! They could use more patience, though. Remember they are only kids for so long. Allow them that time. Your husband is in a new job he loves. He is doing great on his issues. Show more affection and that you appreciate him. You need to watch yourself. Ignore those that want nothing but ill will for you. You are about to embark on something BIG for yourself. Make sure you don’t lose yourself in the process. Hold on tight. Looks like 2012 is going to be some ride!!!
I love you!
30 Days of Truth: Day 29: Something you hope to change about yourself.
I want to be less trusting towards certain people.
30 Days of Truth: Day 28: What would you do if you got pregnant (or got someone pregnant) right now?
Cry really, really hard, then deal with it. I do not want anymore kids. Two is enough for me. Kids are bad for the environment!!!!
30 Days of Truth: Day 27: What things do you have going for you?
Hubs, kids, friends, volunteering, teaching.
30 Days of Truth: Day 24: Make a playlist to someone and explain why you chose those songs.
Who would I make a list to? I don’t know. I use music to help me through situations. Recently, I’ve been looking for fun songs, like LMFAO’s Sexy and I Know It. Total crack up!!
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