An open letter to dramatic behavior
I have decided I will dislike you for absolutely no reason. Along with that, I will tell everyone who will listen, lies about you so you look like the terrible person I imagine you are in my warped mind. I will then feel better about myself for falsely bringing you down in others’ eyes and destroying your relationships with other family members. I will pretend I have changed just so I can spew more false, garbage-filled hate at you before ending all communications with you until I feel the urge to be mean, nasty and boost my own confidence that I am wholly better than you. I will then rip out your heart, again, and tell you how absolutely awful a person you are, in my warped brain. I will not explain myself since that would mean looking within myself and acknowledging I am the one with the problem. I will continue to be selfish by manipulating people to get what I want and making sure they know just how terrible a person you are.
Does that sound very nice of me?? No, I didn’t think so. That is, however, how things come across. So, maybe I should just admit my mistakes and apologize so everyone can move on? Doesn’t that sound like the better thing to do?
